Neither alone, let alone both together are easy for someone that's isn't overly mentally stable to begin with =)
Philosophically I'm still having trouble with being a Solipsist in a culture of many (US citizen in a mid sized city)
Educationally I dropped out in my freshman year of high school. Got my GED four years later taking the test cold and passing with good marks, which is more than even most college graduates here in the states could say without a study sheet =)
I'm what they had in mind when the word jaded came into being =)