Besides i am more political than i realized, or maybe i am just not buying what people keep selling me on the news etc etc.
that dosnt mean we have fallen out, it just means we have a different view, ok yours is wrong but thats ok .
I dont trust he MSM media and what they claim about anything anymore either (unless it passed multiple independent source cross checks) and regarding what's wrong with my life, it works unbelievably well in my case whereas the standard approaches that everyone tells me are what right are utterly unserviceable in my situation!
I'm not rich, but I don't have to work for a living at this point, if I don't want to, and when life gets rough for anyone around here I am the guy who (if made aware of the situation) is there with whatever resources I have until things are working again. To me that's all good measures in my life!
As for personal losses of one measure or another, I've had my unfair share and too many for the pettest reasons ever so I can relate to the frustrations and regrets it gives a person. If anything it rather why I do the go at it alone thing to the best of my ability now. If I am going get screwed into the ground it's going to be done by my own hand.